Jebbie. 21. Atenean.
I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch.
Lindsay Bottos, incidental, a continuously evolving body of work comprised of unintended results, 2011-present
Alex Turner’s love letter to Alexa Chung: "My mouth hasn’t shut up about you since you kissed it. The idea that you may kiss it again is stuck in my brain, which hasn’t stopped thinking about you since well before any kiss."
Olga Smirnova and Vladislav Lantratov
"Melody" by Asaf Messerer
- Pedro Calderón de la Barca
- Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
- Uma Thurman
Do you consider yourself a positive person?
Have you ever lied about the number of sexual partners you’ve had?
On a first date do you pay or do they?
They do, but I offer to pay.
Could you date someone who does drugs?
Do you enjoy watching sports?
Depends on the sport!
Do you offend people?
Have you ever been to a sex shop?
Have you ever had a threesome?
Are you kinky?
Not that bizarrely.
Would you do a striptease for your partner?
Faking orgasms is wrong?
Not like morally wrong. :)) Just be honest about it or else you’ll never get a real orgasm.
Do you enjoy dancing?
Does spending the weekend at home annoy you?
Nope. Unless it’s a Friday night. I’m used to being out then.
Is it wrong to watch porn if you’re in a relationship?
Not “wrong”, it’s just, like why don’t you just get off on someone real you know. :))
Would you tie up a partner if they asked you to do so?
Honestly I’d rather be the one tied up. I don’t like being the one in charge. Unless I’m manic.
Do others find you sexy?
Have you ever met someone in person you met online?
Would you date someone twice your age?
Almost kinda did before. I was 19, he was 27? But we barely dated. Haha.
Should a child caught masturbating be punished?
Have you ever moved?
Yeah, after high school.
Name somebody you’re not speaking to?
No one really.
Do you have a pool in your back yard?
Do you think that you will go blind one day?
How much did your 7th grade yearbook cost?
How is that important…
What are you listening to?
Trouble - Coldplay.
Do you own an american flag?
No, I’m not an American. I’m Filipino and I don’t even have a Filipino flag.
What are you wearing?
Tank top, shorts.
Where do you want to live when you’re older?
Anywhere haha as long as I’m away from home and I’m with Zab!
Has anybody said that they want to be with you for the rest of their life?
Are you sitting or standing?
Have you ever lived in an apartment?
How many US states have you been to?
Have you ever loved someone?
If you could be with someone right now, who would it be?
Are you missing someone?
Have you ever received a message that made you cry?
Would you date someone who still lived with their parents?
Yes? That situation’s pretty normal here.
Are you a generous person?
I think so.
Would you enjoy a night of playing video games?
Have you traveled internationally?
Would you watch a porno with your partner?
Would you date someone half your age?
Do you like soccer?
How often do you go dancing/clubbing?
Once or twice a month.
Does sex/talking about sex make you nervous?
Do you have a career plan?
Do you enjoy getting drunk?
Just the exact amount of hit.
Would you date someone just for the sex?
Have you ever shot a gun?
Are you a passionate person?
Describe your neighborhood.
Um, it’s quiet and leafy and chill. I don’t really know what to say. Haha.
Did you wake up in someone’s arms this morning?
What was the last thing you spilled on yourself?
Who is your 2nd text message from? What colour hair does that person have?
Has anyone ever told you that they needed you? Do you think they meant it?
I guess? Yeah.
How did you feel when you woke up today? What was the first thing you thought about?
I wanted to sleep again, but no, I had to study.
Do you still tell your parents that you love them?
I don’t tell them that. I don’t think I’d mean it.
Do you like The Hunger Games?
It’s okay? Idk.
Will you have sexual intercourse within the next two weeks?
Are you the youngest person living in your house?
Would you ever dye your hair brown?
Did you reject or accept your last friend request?
Do you like when people play with your hair?
Only when Zab does.
What are your plans for your next birthday?
Nothing. Celebrate my anniversary I guess. :))
What’s the last conversation you had out loud?
Mom or dad, not sure, about something involving my meds.
The last person who called you baby, do they mean anything to you?
One of my close friends.
Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
Do you look better pale or tan?
Tan, in my opinion.
Has someone smacked or looked at your butt in the past week?
Week just started.
Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes cigs?
I guess? It would be difficult if the person I dated hated the smell of smoke.
Someone tells you you’re beautiful, what do you say?
Nothing, I’d just smile. I can’t say anything to that compliment, I don’t know why.
What was the last thing you ate?
When you’re alone in your own home, do you walk around naked?
No, but I sometimes walk around in my underwear.
Could you be in a long-distance relationship? If you’re in one, what makes yours work?
Hmm that’s hard. It would be so difficult, I’d go insane. I don’t think I can take it, so if that happened, like if Zab had to move far away, I think I’d follow him. I mean, it’s different. If it were any other relationship, then I would break up with them. But not my relationship now, because this is the relationship. It’s not that I’m afraid that we’ll drift apart if we’re miles apart. I’m just literally going to go mad.
What is the nicest compliment you’ve ever been given?
A lot. Aghh. Zab’s the sweetest.
Often, people will ask how your last relationship ended. I want to know how it began.
Hmm okay. So we met at this beer pong place. I didn’t notice him at first, but then someone I sorta knew introduced Jacob to me. So yeah, apparently Jacob was interested in me since before we met but this was the only time that we had the opportunity to be introduced. So yeah lalala, we kissed and since then we were trying to make things work even though we were so different from each other. Like even before we officially dated, we cried to each other and fought and stuff. But then yeah, finally at this one party, he decided that he didn’t care anymore what his friends thought, he really liked me and he was gonna go for it. So theree.
What is your ethnic heritage?
Are you hard-headed?
Where is “home” for you?
Do you want to be perfect?
I already am, what are you talking about?
Have you ever read the “missed connections” on Craigslist? Have you ever posted one, or wanted to?
Have you ever spent a night in the hospital?
I don’t remember. I probably did when I was born…
If your partner wanted to wait until marriage before having sex, would you stay in that relationship?
Uh depends. :)) Am I a virgin in that situation? Do I even want to be married? Who is this partner? Hahaha.
Would you call yourself/your family “middle class?”
Have you ever bought a product from an infomercial?
Has anyone called you perfect before?
Where is the biggest scar on your body?
I would say the scar on my wrist.
Do you speak any other languages other than English?
Hardly some Filipino.
Have you ever had to call the cops on someone?
What was the last compliment you received?
Hard to say, he was throwing a bunch of compliments at the same time. I think it was something about how interesting and wise I was.
What do you receive the most compliments on?
My slutty dance. :)) And my body? No idea.
Do you have any friends from Russia?
Would you say that people consider you a major flirt?
I don’t think so? I can be pretty flirty, but that wouldn’t be my identifier.
Who’s the last person you talked to about sex?
Do you have reason to cry right now?
When was the last time you had eggnog?
I don’t think I’ve tried.
Do you know the full name of the last person who texted you?
He never told me his full name. I mean like his second name and middle name.
Do you think you would lose some friends if you gained 100 pounds?
When was the last time you logged into your email?
Do you have any medication you have to take every day?
Oh thanks for reminding me. :)) Yup, mood stabilizers and antipsychotics, but I stopped on the Seroquel.
What’s bothering you right now?
Nothing. I’m becoming lazy again.
Where is your family?
In their respective rooms.
What color is your bra?
Is your hair up?
What if this is as good as it gets?
Highly unlikely, but it’s pretty good! :)
Did you ever build furniture forts as a child?
Have you ever considered dropping acid?
No, I can’t take that shit.
Have you ever had a seizure?
When was the last time you were in a hospital?
I think it was when Jacob accompanied me to get stitches for the wound on my wrist.
What was the last piece of candy you ate?
Mini chewy Sweet Tarts! Hahaha.
Do you use any medicines daily?
Mood stabilizers and birth control.
Have you played on any sports teams in your life?
When I was young.
What color are your eyes?
Have you ever been punched in the face before?
When was the last time you changed clothes in front of someone?
Just a while ago.
Do you like voicemails?
Never experienced it.
Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
Are you wearing pants?
Have you/would you ever consider teaching as a career?
I have! I plan to teach. :)
Do you ever leave the house without make up on?
Have you ever dated a football player?
Are you afraid to grow up?
Not so much.
Do you like cuddling?
What was the last text message you got?
"I love you too."
How old is the last male you talked to, outside of family?
What was the last thing you watched on TV?
I don’t watch TV.
Is there anything upsetting/worrying you?
Do you like to play board games?
Have you ever won a game of Minesweeper? Like ever?
Do you ever get scared when you have to cross a busy highway?
Not really, unless I’m crossing beyond the pedestrian lane or whatever.
Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
Lighter, but not too pale.
Are you more worried about marriage or a career?
Amanda Seyfried by Mert & Marcus for Givenchy Fall/Winter 2013
What made you want to fill out these questions?
I’m taking a break from studying. This helps pass the time.
Does a kiss make you feel better?
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
What did you do today?
Went to the car wash, studied.
Ever been in love?
What are you doing tomorrow?
Where’s the last person you kissed?
I’m guessing at home?
Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Is this the best year of your life?
Yes. :) I never thought I’d finally find my place in the world so soon and with someone whom I’m madly in love with.
Would you go out in public right now?
Sure. But I’m busy.
Has someone ever made a promise to you then broke it?
How often do you hold back what you want to say?
Almost all the time.
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can talk to?
Would you ever get a tattoo?
I’d rather not.
Will tomorrow be good?
I hope so.
Think back to the last person you kissed, Have they ever seen you cry?
Yup. Who hasn’t seen me cry. :))
What would you say if someone said they were in love with your brother?
I don’t have a brother. :))
Do you think you made a difference in someone’s life?
Do you give out second chances too easily?
Is it harder to forgive or forget?
Ever kissed someone who’s name starts with an “A” or “S”?
Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
Do you consider yourself lucky?
For the most part!
Are you mad at someone right now?
Who did you spend your summer with this year?
Not yet summerr.
Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
Are you happy?
Do you miss anyone?
Last person to text message you?
Do you believe ex’s can be friends?
Depends, but I think so, if they both really want to be.
Do you miss your past?
Sometimes. Like the simplicity of it all, before everything got fucked. But then I think about my life right now, and no, I wouldn’t want to go back. :)
If you could get married anywhere, where would you choose?
We’re getting married at a beach. :)
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Is anything bothering you?
I’m trying not to be bothered.
Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
Hotel room? Or the living room couch.
What is more important in a relationship, happiness or trust?
Did the last person you kiss have tattoos?
Have a best friend?
Are you in a good mood right now?
Do you want kids?
Uhh. Don’t wanna think about that right now.
Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Does the last person who texted you make you smile?
No, she makes me angry. :))
What was the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Honestly, who are you texting?
How late did you stay up last night and why?
10. :)) I wanted to sleep in.
When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
Who was the first person you talked to today?
Sister or mom, not sure.
Have you ever ridden a horse?
What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
Are you wearing jeans right now?
Are you a patient person?
Where is your profile picture taken?
What is your current mood?
If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Okay, maybe one thing. Just my fucking grades.
What color are your eyes?
Where did you get your last bruise from?
Do you believe in true love?
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
What are you excited for?
Nothing in particular.
Do you currently have a hickey?
Who was the last person you hugged?
Who are they to you?
Boyfriend/fiance/whichever term you prefer.
What are you doing for your birthday this year?
It’s done. :)
Do you love or hate the last person you kissed?
Are you shorter than 5’5”?
Do you want to be taller?
Do you break things when you are mad?
What is your phone a flip or slide?
Have you ever in anyway, been betrayed by someone you trust?
What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
"What time is it?"
Does it bother you when people bring up your past?
Next time you will kiss someone?
Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
Were you single last summer?
Would you ever get a tattoo?
Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?
The first person you kissed, where do they live now?
Do you believe in kissing when you’re not together yet?
What do you mean ‘believing in’? I don’t think it matters.
Type the alphabet and stop at the letter of the last person you kissed:
Fuck. :))) ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXY. H
Do you think its cute when someone kisses your forehead?
Last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling you for?
I don’t know, he probably just wants to talk.
Who was the last person who upset you a lot?
Do you have more friends of the same sex or opposite sex?
More the opposite.
Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
If you are being extremely quiet, what does that mean?
sad, bored, nothing to say, spacing out, angry, etc.
Is your bed against more than one of your walls?
Have you ever been in a perfect relationship?
This one’s pretty perfect. :) Not in the flawless kind of way, but we’re perfect for each other. That’s what I mean.
If you could have something right now, what would it be?
Good grades, please.
Is it easy to make you cry?
Have you ever kissed a brown haired, brown eyed person?
I don’t know. Oh yes, I did.
Have you ever kissed a ginger person?
Not naturally ginger, haha.
Have you ever saved a text because it was special to you?
Have you ever broken something hella expensive at a mall?
I don’t think so?
How many grandparents do you have?
Right now, just 1.
Have you told anyone you love them today? Who?
Is this year the best year of your life?
Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? When was it? How did it happen?
Haha. Umm. It was a few months ago. He was really down, and being his best friend, I was with him the whole time. So we went to this party, and everyone noticed except us that we were acting like a couple, holding hands, hugging, etc. :) Then we dropped haha. At some point, we went outside then he said he wanted to kiss me. So we did. :)
So what’s your deal with cheating - Has someone ever cheated on you?
Haha. Yes, I believe they did, but according to them, it’s not cheating because we weren’t exclusive so they have a free pass. I just let it go because I’m not the jealous type, like I didn’t really care that they made out with someone or some shit. But still to abuse the fact that I don’t get jealous irritates me. So yeah, ever since, I hated cheaters.
Have you dated someone who cheated on someone before?
Did they cheat on you?
I have been cheated on.
Once a cheater, always a cheater?
Would you ever date a smoker?
I am right now!
Are you a smoker?
Have you ever tried changing for a guy/girl?
Not really for them, but because of them.
Does arrogance put you off a girl/guy?
Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 24 hours?
Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
Do you have a teddy bear?
When was the last time someone let you down?
January, I think?